Its been a month since we sat laughing together and I miss your voice so much. You were smiling with me last night when I heard Emeli Sande's new song Breathing Underwater. You were doing your usual 100 lengths at my side when I went swimming (like we used to do together). The words remind me so much of where you are now in this spiritual transition:- I believe in miracles, Cause it's a miracle I'm here, Guess you could call me spiritual, Cause physical is fear, And it's safe to say the storms gone away, And I'm dancing on the morning after, Yes I'd love to stay, but my home is the other way, And I miss the love and laughter, Something like flying, Hard to describe it, My God, I'm breathing underwater, Something like freedom, freedom, My God, I'm breathing underwater.